june 6, 2025 @ 04:02 am | est. reading time: 1 - 2 mins | word count 225
i hate the passage of time
can you believe it? it’s already june! we’re half the way through the year, although it feels like it was january yesterday. i’m not sure where did the time go... one day i’ll just wake up and be an old grandma...
i feel like time is moving too damn fast, and i don’t like it. the passage of time just feels very cruel, having this grip on you and forcing you to move with it. my hours blend into days, and my time perception is very fucked. its 4am as i write this, i swear it was 4pm just a moment ago??
and idk i feel kinda burnt out, even though i don’t even do much. i might not post anything for a while. i got myself into this cycle of constantly thinking about my website, and doing small tweaks over and over again. and honestly it’s completely unnecessary as my website is fully functional. so i’m just doing myself a disadvantage. so for a bit i really just need to take a break and do something i enjoy, like playing games more. and maybe getting back into watching shows. i feel like i’ve abandoned my hobbies for no good reason. so the realization of how much time has passed hit me like a truck...
until im feeling ready to post again, please take care
