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july 1, 2025 @ 04:22 am | est. reading time: 1 - 2 mins | word count 337

the heat is killing me

there weren’t any posts for a while because i’m fried ;-;. as some of your may know i hate winter. but it feels like i’ll hate summer too. for the past week it’s been between 35 and 38 degrees celsius. and if you’re from arizona that might be a breeze, but where i am from it sure as hell is not.

and nope, i can’t have an AC in a rented apartment lol. sure my family and i could technically buy and install one, but why’d we give handouts to our landlord? installing AC is relatively easy, but removing it is more hassle than it is worth. and the fucking fan does nothing!! my room still feels like a goddamn sauna. 28 degrees INSIDE is not fucking normal. never was, never will be.

and it doesn’t help that i’m one sensitive motherfucker. sure, during the day i can open a window for a breeze, but i need to close it before i go to sleep and suffer and boil all night. why? because if i so dare sleep with an open window ill wake up with a fuckin cold. yes a cold in the middle of fucking summer. my body makes no goddamn sense sometimes. like girl, be so fr...

and don’t let me get started on how fucking quickly my mouth dries out... as soon as im done drinking anything, i feel like having an another one right away. because guess what? my fucking mouth is already dry again. it’s sooo uncomfortable (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀⁠)

and i’m too far from the sea, public pools are gross, and i don’t own a car nor a driving licence to paddle my ass to a river that’s not even that far away... so there is literally no way for me to cool the fuck down. you know shit is bad when ice cream doesn't feel cold at all...

so fuck everyone and anyone who says summer is their favorite season. you can’t convince me you enjoy feeling like a fucking roasted chicken. like seriously fuck off.

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