so as you may have noticed, i found some backups yesterday i reposted one of my posts, and the post was up for about 15 minutes before re-deleteing. this website has been torn down and rebuilt multiple times, and as such, there’s a lot of deleted it forgotten content...

so last night, since i’ve already found a backup, and haven’t posted anything on the bloggie for a while i decided to repost one of those old drafts from the backups. and i have one question: who the fuck hurt me? why was so i angry ;-; ? i genuinely don’t recognize that person that was, supposedly me (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠). like.. genuinely what was wrong with me?

like yes, too much fucking profanity is a staple of my websites, but the profanity in that post was distasteful and really unwarranted. my tone was harsh and aggressive ಠ⁠﹏⁠ಠ i genuinely don’t know.

that person isn’t me 😭😭. at least not anymore. but even thinking back i still can’t recognize myself in that post. i really, really don’t know what the hell that was. i apologize to anyone that saw the original, and to every unfortunate soul that saw the repost... i truly don’t understand what gets over me, sometimes