i know, i know exactly what you are thinking: “oh great she did it again”. and you’re probably losing faith in me that i can even hold and keep a website properly which is so fucking valid. and i apologize for it. i never had a good reason for this many fucking switcharoos. i really didnt.

in december of 2025 i’ve deleted everything and decided to go dark, i didn’t want to have a website anymore. i now regret getting rid of it. but alas. starting january 2026 and all the way until now - april of 2026. i’ve tried being a part of multple niche online aesthetics, that i’ve been switching back-and-forwards a few times. and while it was fun to experiment, i’m starting to dislike it.

i’ve decided to do what i should’ve done from the very start: just fucking stay on riri.my. i’m rina, i’m riri. i am not really anything i’ve tried to be on this website in these first few months. not the pseudonyms (before switching back to ‘rina’), i was so fucking stupid thinking my old visitors wouldn’t recognize me based on my shitty writting style lol; i’m not even into the first aesthetic i’ve had in the begining of the year, i’ve just picked it to be quirky. and of course, in turn i wasn’t happy with it.

and while i did like the vibe i had just before this latest switcharoo, i don’t think i want to base an entire website about it... despite the positive feedback i’ve gotten, i still don’t think that’s it. it still feels off, like something is missing. as you can see, i’ve barely been posting too.

so im gonna do what i should’ve done from the start: just fucking staying on riri.my. all the previous domains will be removed from the VPS, they wont show “retired domain” message, or do a silent redirect, like they’ve been doing up this point.

the only thing that will be different is that unlike the reset i had on march 30th, i will not do a hard-wipe. posts/comments/guestbook entries will stay. another change is i will no longer have a changelog on my homepage. the crypto donation thingy is also removed. while not meant to be seen as malicious, it sketched some people out.

i feel bad because after each “promise” of not changing domains, i do it over and over again, which isn’t a good look is it now? another reason im returning to my old domain is that it has some reputation. being a year old and all. everytime i switched domains, i became a “newly registered domain” which makes security tools freak out. and even though i shouldn’t, i overthink these things.

please forgive me...