let me bitch about the weather for a bit, like im some old person. can someone explain it to me how we are in september and the daily temperatures are still over 30 degrees? i hope you understand this is not normal for europe. or at least it hasn’t been before. for september high 20s, like 28C? sure that’d be acceptable, but 33 degrees is too damn hot! i am sick and tired of summer. i can’t breathe from the heat (not literally. i hate i have to state this) but its so sweltering and humid that its actually so bad. like the temperature and humidity makes me irritable. ive been lashing out to people around me because how uncomfortable the weather has been making me. the weather is making me like genuinely pissed.

and its september, the summer was supposed to be over, or at least be ending. but i guess not lol. more suffering for each one of us, yay!~

and i am usually a hoodie-in-summer kind of person. i can wear one in summer, without overhearing that much. or well, i used to be able to. in fact, i used to find the pressure and slight too-warmness comforting. but i guess not this summer! i’ve been absolutely dying in a tshirt since june! yes i know, summer is supposed to be hot but this just isn’t normal. hot is fine. but it feeling like a sauna, both inside, and outside is not fine. i hope i don’t need to explain why.

a cherry on the damn top is the water restrictions lol. and you’d think they’d happen during the peak of summer. but no, they’re happening bloody now. imagine you sweated a lot because it’s so damn hot and then you can’t even take a shower! yeah no wonder im so damn pissed! can you believe living in 21st century and the municipality cuts your water off, and not because you haven’t paid the bill, but because there allegedly isn’t enough for everyone... like, i even need to fill a bucket with water when there is water in the faucet, and then when i use the toilet i need to “flush” with a little pot, grabbing the water from the bucket. like wtf? if this wasn’t a personal blog, talking about this would’ve been humiliating...

i guess the good thing is that evenings are finally somewhat cooler and arent within themselves almost 30 degrees, but what the use is when the majority of the day is still way too warm. like if a hoodie-in-summer kind of person tells you its way too hot, something is really wrong.

if this isn’t the consequence of our own actions. we harmed the planet, and now the planet is harming us with vengeance lol.